Swamp-Studios
Screaming apes from the series „ The pain in my heart, the hole in my soul „ I want to scream, but I can‘t.
more screaming apes coming up soon.
Dulcinea is the illusion of a lady  that the desire is focused on. Dulcinea is not a face but in the  imagination of a man, the most  beautiful woman there is.  Who you want to offer all  of your homage. „ Dulcinea „  120 x 80 cm  lacquer on canvas / 2020   „ memories of the unbearable    lightness of being „  120 x 80 cm / lacquer on canvas / 2020   „ When her heart smiles at you „  120 x 80 cm / lacquer on canvas / 2020   „Tree“ 38 x 38 cm  /  lacquer on canvas / 2020   „the farewell letter “ 38 x 38 cm  /  lacquer on canvas / 2015   „ Selfportrait of my naked soul „  136 x 74 cm / lacquer on canvas / 2020   „the companion“ 42 x 84cm  /  lacquer on canvas / 2015   „must move on“ 50 x 72cm  /  lacquer on canvas / 2015   „welcome to the swamp“ 43 x 60 cm  /  lacquer on canvas / 2020   „Gustl“ 40 x 50cm  /  lacquer on canvas / 2020   „just follow me if you really really want“ 63 x 97 cm  /  lacquer on canvas / 2020   „my own way“ 46 x 86 cm  /  lacquer on canvas / 2015   „Where the wind blows me“ 105 x 63 cm  /  lacquer on canvas / 2015   a selection of artworks from the series   „must take new ways„     something must changing in my life „ Dulcinea mou „  „ Don Quixote is waiting „  50 x 40 cm  lacquer on canvas / 2020   50 x 40 cm  lacquer on canvas / 2020     „ pure imaginary love „
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I just want to scream and can't. I want to collapse  and I am not allowed to. Life keeps me on my knees. And if you show weakness,  then you will be fucked. You become the target of society. Security and trust became a foreign word. Love is mistaken for possession. Jealousy, the most destructive emotion. Distrust spreads. Doublemoral wherever I look. Everyone just wants to be fun. You have to cry in secret,  only laughter is desired. Words are mainly used to hurt. What is not understood is mocked, before you show your true feelings and honestly stand by it. Hypocrisy is standard.  Honesty disappeared. But nobody wants the truth admit. Is that human?  Then I don't want to be human. I'm not angry, just sad. I just want to scream and can't. Instead I paint. „ Dschelada - the meek „  170 x 110 cm  lacquer on canvas / 2020   „ don‘t play with the Silverback „  160 x 115 cm / lacquer on canvas / 2020   Don‘t play with the Silverback, sweetheart because otherwise  you are the one who hurts HIM. Every strong creature also has a soft soul.  If you are aware that time is not linear then you know that it‘s impossible that time heals the wounds. It becomes easier,  if you learn to live with the pain. „ Mandrill,  foleys of memories ”      160 x 115 cm / lacquer on canvas / 2020  Mr. Foley  knocks on my door. comes in with sounds, he is a boor with 1000 noises and 1000 more.  my heart is beating higher. like the rumble  of my precious tumble dryer,   the most beautiful memories  always accompanied by pain. every sound i hear, tears comes like a rain.  you thought i was a liar but  what i sayed was always true. for you, i would have gone through the fire  but the flame wich burned me, that was you.  your lovely snoreing in the night,  tried  a dream hold tight. only with your rogue I had a fight.  so i had to decide, I've disappeared, I had to hide  to escape the painful noise. I am sorry,  I know, I hurt you  with my choice.  I still hear this foleys every day, the sun is shining, the day is gray. and the sad thing is,  the real sounds are far away.  I preferred an hour with you to feel free, instead of a week at the sea.   more than 2000 noises in my brain. that's why I paint  my pain.