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„ CROCODILE MOUNTAIN „

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the pain in my heart, the hole in my soul Before love is stifled, and hatred rages, it's better to leave,... deeply bounden for only in this way love be honored forever, even if we are no longer together, therefore I climb this rocky mountain. This is my mountain and its story. I thought I'd finally arrived home, that all pain will end, But far doth roam. and now it stands there, still unclimbed. Unintentionally, my life takes a turn. A mountain of sadness. I am now ready for for the claim Because I know it will free me from my pain. I know I must take this task, I am not permitted to bypass these healings. Don't listen to anyone, I didn't ask, For only I can understand my own feelings. At the foot of the mountain I begin, i start between the last two toes. The terrible pain is creeping under my skin. The first sign is already visible; I strike a pose. I carry a backpack full of raspberries, But it's not a burden, it's a gift, I feel the pain with every step, in series, I'm not thinking of putting it down, to shift. Sharp stones dig deep into my knees, when I picked flowers, it wasn't slight. I saw cosmos, the most beautiful I've ever seen, but I just couldn't get them right. Now I realize it's getting rocky and steep, this sack with me. … still move forwards, Hoping for my salvation, I keep ... … and still every step hurts. Then the mountain, unbelieveable tall, whispers gently to me, I don't understand a word, but it already mastered it when it was still very small, this voice lovingly bores its way into my heart. The mountain shifts as I walk on, Every stone turns crocodile green, Pain creeps through my bone. Higher up, ..a peony, I've seen. Paths that were still there disappear. But not the dance we started, I need to tighten my backpack, I fear ... I haven't climbed the mountain yet. And I'm already crawling on all fours, I want to curse, but I won't make a sound here, I don't want to hurt the mountain with words, I'd prefer just soak it with my tears. I just want to scream but I can't, so I write this poem and I paint. Silently I climb higher, to get cracking, now my thoughts already hurts like rock. I remember the sad course of happenings, Oh, if only I could see the mountaintop, I reach into my pocket and taste a fruit, I remember again what love tastes like, then a feeling pierces me with full force, feels good ... and like magic, the pain was strike. The peak, and at once the end of the pain, pain and love now finally divided and free, The pain is dissolved, the love remains, merged for all … eternity. Now I stand here atop the mountain and I know the reason was worth it. Like a king who didn't know he was king, I finally see my kingdom, free from pain. Red king, tightly embraced, with yellow lady, in all her glory, to an orange spinning in a circle, .. erased .. merged in an eternal dance, for an endless story. No more pain to cloud my soul. Now everything falls into place. True love never fades, even when you walk on alone.